I'm an idiot

Okay, so I had decided to delete the post that I recently post. Wahhhh!!!! I didn't know that to write a story would be this difficult and I'm still gonna work hard to make a story. I WON'T GIVE UP! FIGHTING!

Yeah that's the spirit. I have a passion in writing but... I just don't know HOW to make it. So, I'm gonna give it a try even I will definitely delete all the chapters that I just made.

XOXO, Amaryllis.

I'm frustrated right now

Hey again to all readers. In the post title, I wrote that I'm frustrated. Well, it is.

I don't know what to write for the second chapter of my story and maybe it will take a while for me to update it. Somehow, when I read some stories or fanfiction, I'm amaze with how they write their stories very well and make a lot of people feel interested to read them. It make me inspired to write a story because writing is my way to tell people what I feel and what I want to share.

Before this, I always write stories and keep them in my laptop. I don't have the confidence to show it to people and another reason is due to my laptop. I don't know why the letters aren't show up whenever I click them and I assume that the keyboard is the cause. Recently, my dad bought a new laptop for me and it is way bigger than my first laptop. It make my passion of writing higher and in my mind, I am plotting what I want to do with the main characters and how I want them to develop their love relationship.

In this story I called, 'This Boy Is My Trouble', I want to make the main girl a cold person and emotionless due to the people that she loves always leave her behind. Since then, she don't have trust towards people and make herself distant from social world. One day, her teacher ask her to send some homeworks to a boy named, Kyle, and persuade him to come to school. As a reward for the task given, Sky will get a book that she desperately want to own it. When Sky come to Kyle's home, which is an arcade that is own by Kyle's uncle, she saw a boy is sitting against the wall while hearing the conversation of his friends saying that he is a fool. She sees Kyle's face, it saddens her and instead of ignoring it, Sky go to those boys and and say that it's not fair to treat him like that. She almost get punch before Kyle stop it. Since then, Kyle feels attach with Sky and decided to stay close with her. However, Kyle always get outcast because he always glares to people and makes them afraid of him. The other problem is, the way Kyle stands up for the people being bullied and using violence towards the bullies, his action will get mistaken and think that Kyle is a troublesome kid. But they don't know that Kyle is a nice boy despite of he always use violence to solve problems.

Well, that is the synopsis for my story and it is originally from a manga I read. The title of the manga is 'Tonari No Kaibutsu-kun' and the story is really damn good. I just use the plot and twist turn it to make the story better. For those who like reading comics, I recommend you to read this manga before you read my story. As always, original story is more better right?

So, I will stop to update a post for a while and continue it at the midnight.

XOXO, Amaryllis.

Hey! It's been a while to all da bloggie!

Hey, everyone! It seems that it's been too long I didn't update my blog. To be honest, I really am lazy to update this blog. Since I had done with my PT3 exam, the principal has gave the form 3 students a veeerryyyyy looonggg holiday because the teachers will give their 100% focus to the SPM candidates. Eventhough I am thrilled with the holiday given, but after a long while staying at home, I felt...bored. Reallyyy bored.

I had already done with all the things I want to do like reading online comics 24/7, reading fanfictions and day dreaming how it will be good to have a Korean artist as my boyfriend and now I have nothing to do. *Sigh*

Suddenly something across my mind. 'I want to make a story' and I decided to post it on my blog. It's not because I want to be famous, it's because I prefer to share my story with other people than keeping it to myself. Somehow, it makes me happy.

So, I want to make a story that is common with other story, but maybe more unique because I trust in  myself that I have the ability to write but everytime I want to make a story, I don't how to end it. Well, I'm still young that time. Now I'm already 15 and had gone through a lot of fun and sad things with my friends. I had crushes but in the end, it was all unrequited love. Pity me. However, I get to develop new feelings and it's making me a mature person I guess? Hahahaha, I'm still the way I am. The annoying, childish and non stop laughing person eventhough life is getting hard.

I think this long holiday will make me update my blog non stop. Just don't expect too much. Hahahaha. So, that's all for now.

XOXO, Amaryllis.